Whats going on!!

Posted: 14th August 2006
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are we real,can somebody explain it,is this happening..n if it is..is it really worth it...well these are just one of the thousands of questions one asks himself when he his sitting alone in his apartment in a distant land away from the regular routine of his life...

well now tht the damn conscience did ask these questions and many more lets do some khoon ka khoon n paani ka paani here...

is there really something as love..love from parents,love from ur lover,friends...n for that matter happiness,fun,joy whtever else the fuck there is......really jus think abt it,jus coz u n me have been just plain lucky enough to have been born in a well to do family in india whose parents have provided very well all the "basic" needs...does it mean tht we are really worth that love and happiness...

becoz my guess is that u think of the above said things only when your stomach is full....but wht abt those whose stomach arent...every fuking time i get this thought that im a fuking nobody....im jus plain fukin lucky thts it....and everytime i get a little away from my loved ones...parents,friends,parul...

and to top it all,the mother fukin society calls it destiny to have been born in a well todo family jus so u can do ur little individual bit in making the world a better place...like hell!!carry on...goto ur grave with ur eyes closed tht u made a freakin difference to somebody by giving ur dirty underwears once in ur lifetime as a fukin charity...dnt think it does not include me..ohh im very much a part of this entire fukin illusion......... till date...

Another thing is in europe u see these black ppl trying so hard to get in from africa (source..cnn documentry)..that they risk their lives day in and day out n live in constant humiliation....(includes india too...so many bloody castes and religions n sub-castes n sub religions.....fukin crazy motherfuckers... one day somebody should abolish the farce of faith n religion...!!!**more later**)

whats freakin wrong with us man!!!these nations and states and boundaries....cant u n me just respect someone w/o looking at the skin color or his last name or his faith....jus respect someone because he has the same animal tag as you have..tht of a "human"...i seriously do believe we've lost it...somehow somewhere....

maybe if theres a god he'll be seein this too n sayin to himself tht as sure as hell he fucked up somwhere in givin us a little more brains than the rest of the pack....

or maybe its same same old story as every philosophy n every religion of the world...The ideology is good...the implementation is fucked....join the fukin gang...god "leader of the gang" biddu!!!

heyy...btw...im an implementation engg....nybody out there listening or interested in sponsoring me !!!!!!