Indulgence (British - Indian Rap Mix)

Written : 21st Sep 09

The never ending ending illusion
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If you have reached that degree of self-indulgence where you also expect others to indulge in you (remember the I'm the center of the universe) and your intellect, either out of choice (knowing mind) or out of some sort of unknown subconscious desire,which you perceive as chance or circumstances, only allows you to be in company of such other like self-indulgent people, this is what I think they intend when they use the word paradox.Or, on further reflection,could this instead be irony?

Or, maybe, if you want to continue to reflect further in the futile hope that you can hang onto this last random thought a little longer (because you somehow know you are at the end of it and again, either/or/nor paradoxically/ironically, none of the other thoughts seemed fit enough to hang onto), could this (this is that particular thought which I hoped all the focus would be on but from where, I think, I have already digressed too far), yes, this particular thought could it also mean paradoxical irony.

[Finally, thought gone.And you thought, you, or anything you want to relate to,could never end]

But now, o lordy lord, what's this, this residual, this losing battle.....

thought trailing away.....
thought trailing away......
going....going......
almost gone......
whispers....maybe it has nothing to do with either paradox or irony
gone.