Closed Doors

With the lights switched off
you didnt know that
you were smoking more
because it was dark
but as you come out of your night
and those eyes are still
trying to adjust to the light
there are those who are
calling out your name
and with all their cards
closed faced down
they are calling you a wildcard
who has no use in their game

coming out of the dark
and the character certificate
burnt and left with black marks
with backdoor entries closed
to get back into the game
and trying to enter
from the exit door
as they are forcing upon you
a new name called shame
with answers already stringed
to their questions
they call you a wildcard
who has no use in their game
a wildcard who's smoked himself
out of the game